indian bear

today was a horrible day. day off from work and i was TOTALLY unproductive. OK, i paid off my cable bills, got intouch with Recording Connection in getting my diploma mailed, balanced my bank accounts, and then a whole lot of NOTHING! total waste of a day.

watched the Apprentice. WOW! totally did NOT see that first half hour coming. but in retrospect, it makes sense. of course troy being fired the previous episode was unexpected as well. But like Donald said, its business, not a game. Well, it went something like that.

i want things. is that so bad? i want more guitar pedals, mroe guitars. not to have them, but cuz they will enhance my style, and allow to reach new styles and levels. i want $10,000+ of recording equipment. thats for me to record my self and anyone else. maybe as a business.

i also want a house. not a house just for me, but for all my friends to hang out with. i have the best time whenever we get tog ether and jsut jam, whether its for “practice” or after church. but thatd be awesome. my hosue would have one room for me to sleep in, a kitchen, cuz if we have lotsa ppl over they need to eat. the other rooms would be designed for various things. one room for acoustic sessions. not for recording, but jsut for ppl to hang out with their acoustic instruments and jam together, whether its guitar, piano or whatever. another room for recording. a larger room witha stage for live music, or jsut loud music. and a buncha other rooms for everyone. ill figure out what those will be about later. btu thats what i want.

see im a giver. i like to give. receiving is nice, of course, but i liek to make ppl smile. i like receiving money so i can buy things ppl need. hmm…

sudden stop in thought. g’night!