indian bear

You would think that with whats been goin on in my private life that id be totally depressed and lsot and down, but its so not the case.

i thought last friday that i reached a moment of clarity, and in a sense i did. It was clear to me what i had to do, and i did it, and it led to me being totally unclear again. But that unclarity (word?) led me to think and understand that i was not clear.

I know, my new found clarity is not clear. but trust me, im clear. and my previous unclarity, was (in the words of the Led) ooooooohhh, nobody’s fault but mine. also saw my cuz use that phrase today.

BUT, i been pickin up nicole, playing, writing, doin what you amy or may not call singing. i feel good about the distant future, its a bit rocky, but good. the near future is what im worried about. no one cares, i know.

Comedy centrals on, doin a thing on Starsky & Hutch. I never seent he show, but it hails from the 70s era, therefore its good stuff. the DVD came out today, plus the movie comes out soon. and its stars Ben Stiller and Owen Wilson, and they always make good films. least i think so.

narco’s buggin me to cut his hair. so ima go cut it. my hair, on the other hand, is up. no gel or anything, so i look like a fobber. he’s whining now. BTW he’s 24. gg